I am a 14 girl. I have been and am through hell, but Im not giving up. Dont waste my time. I am very insecure. I care what other people think of me. I put a smile on my face and no one seems to notice that Im scared walking through school. I cut myself almost everyday. Each cut I do gets less and less painful. I dont eat, I dont sleep. When I sleep I have nightmares of killing myself. But I guess those wouldnt be called nightmares just dreams of what I want. And I love him, but he has a new love. He makes me happier than anyone. Anytime we start talking he makes my day so much better and I dont think I can live without him. It kills me to see him with her, but I know she makes him happy. All I want is for him to be happy and thats what he should get. Whats happening to me? She stole him. I knew this was going to happen, it always does. I cant control my feelings for him. I am in love.... Oh and I have THE best friends in the whole wide world!!
